I find it insane that my feelings for you evolved from hesitant yet happy to these feelings I have for you now... These feelings of trust and these feelings of wanting you with me for as long as I can have you. I can still remember that first day we started talking again. It seriously felt as if no time had passed. Now, almost nine months later, I sit here talking to you as if I know you are the person I am going to spend the rest of my life with. As I talked to you as you drifted away from me in sleep, I realized once again how deeply I feel for you. When I think about our future it astonishes me that my dreams and fantasies may actually turn into realities. Oh, how I hope they do. I feel so lucky that we seem to want the same things for our future together. I have always known that you were the one for me, but the idea that you feel the same way about me leaves me breathless. I have opened up to you in ways I never thought I would be able to once again. We flawlessly made the transition from strangers, to friends, to lovers. I hope that you feel love for me the way I have always dreamed you would. In that way that makes you smile when you think of me. In that way that when you think about your future, you instantly see me by your side, as I see you by mine. Every time you tell me what you see for us in the future you make my heart race so fast that I feel like I am going to collapse. I feel that way too, but to hear you say that you want certain things with me, just makes me feel as if I am in my own heaven. I may not be sure of the meaning of life, why we are here, what we will be doing in ten years, or what exists beyond this here and now idea of life, but I definitely do know one thing. I definitely know we were made to be together. You, me, in love... it just works. You give my life meaning. You make each day so much easier. While I would love to see you every day as we did before, my days don't seem as long when I stop to think about how wonderful it is to have you in my life. When I think about the next time we will be together again, although it may be further away than I would like it to be... I know it is really not that bad, because when I get to be in your arms again and kiss your lips once more... it will be so worth it. You are so worth the wait. After all, whether I knew it or not, I have waited all my life for you.